Keep your Faith (^__^)

 

"why still i feel myself slipping away from me ... why am i like this.. why am I not me...why ME" 

words are just words, i know but words cuts you deeper...when i mean deeper, you bleed more inside  the feeling without you knowing that your soul is slowly dying.. you should always know that it will heal in time but the scars will never... but scars are just marks of the past, i heard somewhere that "without those 'scars' you should  never said that you've lived"...but i say that as long as you keep healing -ALWAYS- those scars are just another mark on your map...and just dust away the sand on your shoes and move on..its never easy  (nothing is easy) but everything in this world is a choice, you choose how its going to be... life is NEVER easy especially when its yours....

------keep your Faith On-------  

----Choose to be Strong----

♥♥ YOU ♥♥

everyone has his/her secrets........you make my tummy tickle in a funny way..you make my heart cry tears of life..you make me bright happy as the sun shines above us... you fill me up with joy of love.. you make me run from reality... you complete my dreams at night... you make me laugh and smile when nothing is funny... you made my heart melt.... you make my hands tremble as you hold them.. you make my heart feel sweet, warm and fluffy inside... you are the reason why i walk funny cause my legs are shaking...you make my heart skip a beat or two.. you take my breathe away... you made me cry tears of joy.....you make me nervous and happy.....you are SO SO MUCH MORE to me...you took my heart without you knowing it...  

you are my life...but you don't know that.....

BEAUTY lies in the eyes of the beholder

my day today - SUNDAY- in august

making something up and pretending is really hard...  very hard.. LIKE : pretending it was okay when nothing is.. pretending that you like it but you hated it, pretending to be happy when your hurting inside, pretending not to care whether people will notice you, but you really do want some attention and be visible as everybody else.... some people say 'hypocrite'.. but i say it is just the way they are...every single one of us is different and unique in our own way (none 100 % identical in personality )... nobody is perfect.. so accept people as they are even when they change accept them as they are.. (^__^)

 

The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can’t be any large-scale revolution until there’s a personal revolution, on an individual level. It’s got to happen inside first.

 (  -Jim Morrison-  )

my day today - SUNDAY- in july ♥

its very funny when i think about how i like to stare at the sky and people keep looking at what i'm staring.. lol.. and they see nothing, but my head is still at a 45 degrees angle looking straight at the the sky..  :D lol very funny indeed.. people might think i'm crazy..haha...i just like the feeling that i get when i'm amazed at how very wide and endless the sky is.. :) and how this creation of God is so beautiful.. :D sometimes just a breathtaking view.. ^^.. talking about skies, i like to look at clouds too.. :D (lol.. funny..) they are free to express themselves, how the wind blow them, they would be in all kinds of shapes and sizes.. :) it is just fascinating to me.. :D (like i said i really like to smile, that even in what i write there are always smiles everywhere.. not to mention those 'lol'.. =D ) well today is another day.. :) today was a happy day... i learn something valuable today.. i learn that we should always persevere in our faith - physically and mentally- not when only people are around and watching you but in your daily life and when you are alone.. meaning to me = having a close relationship with our Father... :D in addition, it was fun spending time together with friends today.. spending quality time where you got to have fun and talk.. :D where memories are born and cherished.. ^^ i am not a talkative person but even when i'm sitting/ standing with my friends not saying much but at least following in their discussion or conversation its a happy feeling, that i have to be apart of their lives.. ^^
-keeping friends intact is very important-  (^___^)