love hurts, life goes
on.... take chances, afraid to, lose that chance, lost in time, forgotten
heart, written book, listed memories..smiling, skies are blue, the aurora,
valley of flowers, soft warm breeze the sunny beach, lovely food... but in the
loud vibrant lively environment the heart is still silent, one that it still keep,
tightly it clenched to that feeling, that one string that's torn and worn out
through passing time, the face appeared... memories resurface,the heart starts
recognizing, feelings once again rushing in... current one started to stand
still to feel the floating memories... butterflies, fireflies, laughter, cold
fingers, clenched fist, weak steps, lingering touch.. she realise, he was never
let go... hearts are flying, happy joyful moments for the one, standing on the
other side with open arms, eyes that are full of hope.. thunders heard...dark
and white clouds... lighting struck... rain... stilled heart, it slowly
crippled because of the fake hope..because of that fake smile, that fake
love.... empty rivers, empty sea, empty heart, slowly it started to sink,
wounded, struck down, pain filled tears, pain started to fill the empty
heart...the empty heart that was preserve for that purpose, slowly fades its colour, the pain started to take over..
how can you do that..?
why on earth did you not realise..? why..? please why..? don't you know that
first card that i gave you, i was so nervous that i could not sleep well.. was
it lovely..? i gave you that so you can notice me.. see me.. talk to me.. what am
i to you really, why did you make me remember all the things you did for me..
that it made me memories with you.. if I was like her or her or her.. i
would've told you earlier....am i too late to tell you that i have loved you
over a decade..people notice.. they know... you.. why..? can you please, please,
please, please say something about me.. this heart was shut tight because of you..because
it was for you.. for you all this time.. it endured through time, pain, trial..
but still it looks for you only.. how can i move on when i'm still in love for
you..
Wow, this is amazing Philon :D So impressed.
ReplyDeleteThanks sydney, those were what i felt..
ReplyDeleteYou have developed so much as a writer. I am so impressed! and proud of you! Come talk to me on yahoo one time
ReplyDeletethanks sydney :) i'm still learning and developing.. :) thank you for giving me the first push..:) :) surely will love to talk to you on yahoo again.. :)
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