GoodBye SEM 1 college life.. :D

it has been a very tired semester~~~ :) 

months have pass since my last post...

ever since 7/09/2011 i enter college life, everything in my life changed.. :) now semester one in college for a freshmen is almost over..  many things i've learned, i've gained (even a little weight..hohoho), and many kinds of hardship that i face.. i'm still learning and adapting to this new life..tomorrow  last day of lecture.. (^o^)/ i'm so excited not long until holiday month next january.. :) (even though exam is the just around the corner) i'm going to study as best as i can, be the very fully best that i can.. :) even i know its hard and not easy but i know that nothing is impossible through My savior..He is the reason for me LIVE " My dear Father, thank You for being with me always from the even is i've broken Your heart so many times, still you stay beside me HOLDING my hand, protecting me, comforting me, filling me up with joy, giving me abundant blessings, cheering me up, and pouring me YOUR UNDIVIDED LOVE, even when i don't deserve it... FORGIVE ME LORD.. FORGIVE ME..AND FOREVER I AM SO EVER GRATEFUL!!.. THANK YOU MY FATHER FOR EVERYTHING!! THANK YOU SO MUCH~~.." =)..    

now off to study for engineering Geology test Tomorrow.. heehee.. =D 

happy Thursday today.. :) truly Me..

life is not always what you want it to be.. there are much more... you are much more fortunate than you think... i learn to appreciate life more everyday... since i've been changed, i will never be the same.. starting a new beginning.. being thankful all the time, love and to be loved.. (^____^)

Nowadays..

Beginning a new chapter in my journey.. experience new things.. meet new friends..meet old friends.. make new friends.. and persevere in everything.. (^___^)
--COLLEGE LIFE HERE I AM --

Keep your Faith (^__^)

 

"why still i feel myself slipping away from me ... why am i like this.. why am I not me...why ME" 

words are just words, i know but words cuts you deeper...when i mean deeper, you bleed more inside  the feeling without you knowing that your soul is slowly dying.. you should always know that it will heal in time but the scars will never... but scars are just marks of the past, i heard somewhere that "without those 'scars' you should  never said that you've lived"...but i say that as long as you keep healing -ALWAYS- those scars are just another mark on your map...and just dust away the sand on your shoes and move on..its never easy  (nothing is easy) but everything in this world is a choice, you choose how its going to be... life is NEVER easy especially when its yours....

------keep your Faith On-------  

----Choose to be Strong----

♥♥ YOU ♥♥

everyone has his/her secrets........you make my tummy tickle in a funny way..you make my heart cry tears of life..you make me bright happy as the sun shines above us... you fill me up with joy of love.. you make me run from reality... you complete my dreams at night... you make me laugh and smile when nothing is funny... you made my heart melt.... you make my hands tremble as you hold them.. you make my heart feel sweet, warm and fluffy inside... you are the reason why i walk funny cause my legs are shaking...you make my heart skip a beat or two.. you take my breathe away... you made me cry tears of joy.....you make me nervous and happy.....you are SO SO MUCH MORE to me...you took my heart without you knowing it...  

you are my life...but you don't know that.....

BEAUTY lies in the eyes of the beholder

my day today - SUNDAY- in august

making something up and pretending is really hard...  very hard.. LIKE : pretending it was okay when nothing is.. pretending that you like it but you hated it, pretending to be happy when your hurting inside, pretending not to care whether people will notice you, but you really do want some attention and be visible as everybody else.... some people say 'hypocrite'.. but i say it is just the way they are...every single one of us is different and unique in our own way (none 100 % identical in personality )... nobody is perfect.. so accept people as they are even when they change accept them as they are.. (^__^)

 

The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can’t be any large-scale revolution until there’s a personal revolution, on an individual level. It’s got to happen inside first.

 (  -Jim Morrison-  )

my day today - SUNDAY- in july ♥

its very funny when i think about how i like to stare at the sky and people keep looking at what i'm staring.. lol.. and they see nothing, but my head is still at a 45 degrees angle looking straight at the the sky..  :D lol very funny indeed.. people might think i'm crazy..haha...i just like the feeling that i get when i'm amazed at how very wide and endless the sky is.. :) and how this creation of God is so beautiful.. :D sometimes just a breathtaking view.. ^^.. talking about skies, i like to look at clouds too.. :D (lol.. funny..) they are free to express themselves, how the wind blow them, they would be in all kinds of shapes and sizes.. :) it is just fascinating to me.. :D (like i said i really like to smile, that even in what i write there are always smiles everywhere.. not to mention those 'lol'.. =D ) well today is another day.. :) today was a happy day... i learn something valuable today.. i learn that we should always persevere in our faith - physically and mentally- not when only people are around and watching you but in your daily life and when you are alone.. meaning to me = having a close relationship with our Father... :D in addition, it was fun spending time together with friends today.. spending quality time where you got to have fun and talk.. :D where memories are born and cherished.. ^^ i am not a talkative person but even when i'm sitting/ standing with my friends not saying much but at least following in their discussion or conversation its a happy feeling, that i have to be apart of their lives.. ^^
-keeping friends intact is very important-  (^___^)

Going on my next journey of life =)

 yesterday was the day that the result was out.. and it was nerve-racking to just sit and wait in front of the computer, looking at the clock..I felt like I was aging faster than my mum..lol.. but  I am so grateful now that I was accepted in Uni.. :) now I am officially a college-student to be.. :) I thank God firstly for giving me this opportunity, now I know where He wanted me to be..also I'm so thankful to my family and friends for all their prayers and mental support .. :) ..and I could not thanked much for every single being that has inspired and supported me.. ♥ God Bless You all.. =)

♥♥ so.. COLLEGE-LIFE here I come.. =D

surfing the web is a good thing for me..lol ^^

Slowly I started to be more open about expressing myself.. :) now i feel like being socially active in the net is a very good thing to improve your social life (FYI = i'm not a very social person, but still i like to smile a lot even to strangers..=D )  .... It helps you to be more of yourself than being someone your not in your living flesh.. in these few weeks I've made new friends, connect with new friends and keep in touch with close friends and family.. :) Even so that I've been trying to blog every day, I'm still learning.. lol (seriously i'm still learning as a beginner level..) and from now on, I'm looking forward to blog my days through these years to come..  (^__^)

(again FYI= my English is not very good.. ^^)

Harry Potter cupcakes..♥

Healing.. (^__^)

when Healing begun, thats the key to FREEDOM.. ^^

Who Says – Selena Gomez And The Scene « Lyrics & Listen

Who Says – Selena Gomez And The Scene « Lyrics & Listen

I LOVE LemonPing a.k.a Lemonade (^___^)

Spices^^

LIFE is a lot of SPICES mix into one bottle....

LIFE is NoT INTERESTING without all those SPICES...

~ So appreciate the Spices in your life ~ 

~ even the most interesting flavours ~

live CoLoUr_FullY.. (^__^)

Time Changes.. ~~ LOve Life Living Truly....

-CoLOuRCloUd makes me HAPPY-  

choose your way to colour yours..:)

changing..:)

you know you can change the world..:) in your own way..:)your own world.. make it BETTER everyday..:)
( But Make it REAL.. (^__^)
if you want to change someone's behaviour change it in a FUN way.. (^____^)

courage

courage is not something that is just from inside of you.. courage is what you learn over and over again..:)
- i trust my sky- (^___^)

Faith, Full, Fun

Live your life in Faith, live it to the Fullest and have lots of Fun and happy moment... Enjoy Life while you still can...