waiting week (^@^)

Its been roughly 2 months entering sophomore year and..... time passes really quick =( this week i had 2 midterm exams, next week i have 1, 2 week after i have 3, 4 week after again 1 more then 7th week its the finals(uuuuwwwaaaaa) ....and thats the exams, minus the tests, quizzes, presentation, assignment (individual assingment even have group assg(WHAT!!??) )~~~ (BIG sigh ), not even close to freedom, there are  festivals to organize(meeting1+meeting2+meeting3+...meetingN, let N be any number  ( T-T ) i'm nearly tearless~~ )  , things to sell & MORE,  all the things that people avoided the most, me, I merrily join and volunteered (What was I thinking !!??( @#$%!@# ) no use regreting now (T_T) ).... every day i mess up things (why~~~~~) , didn't even wake up early again, what happen to me this semester?? everything seems to be not right......(   T  _  T   )...............but whatever it is i have to be responsible for my own actions (t-t), have to keep going, \(^o^)/ what I  need now is some motivations(motivation please~~~!!)  really need some of the 'never give up' 'just keep fighting' inspirational things in any kind... it's like i'm dehydrated by the stress and pressure of work piling....but the only one thing that keep me from breaking down is my family, Thank you mom, dad, & little bros.. i am so bless to have such a wonderful family.. for now they are my motivations.. just have to keep myself motivated no matter what right??.. okay then off to the pilings of work (T_T) (sigh~~ )