waiting week (^@^)

Its been roughly 2 months entering sophomore year and..... time passes really quick =( this week i had 2 midterm exams, next week i have 1, 2 week after i have 3, 4 week after again 1 more then 7th week its the finals(uuuuwwwaaaaa) ....and thats the exams, minus the tests, quizzes, presentation, assignment (individual assingment even have group assg(WHAT!!??) )~~~ (BIG sigh ), not even close to freedom, there are  festivals to organize(meeting1+meeting2+meeting3+...meetingN, let N be any number  ( T-T ) i'm nearly tearless~~ )  , things to sell & MORE,  all the things that people avoided the most, me, I merrily join and volunteered (What was I thinking !!??( @#$%!@# ) no use regreting now (T_T) ).... every day i mess up things (why~~~~~) , didn't even wake up early again, what happen to me this semester?? everything seems to be not right......(   T  _  T   )...............but whatever it is i have to be responsible for my own actions (t-t), have to keep going, \(^o^)/ what I  need now is some motivations(motivation please~~~!!)  really need some of the 'never give up' 'just keep fighting' inspirational things in any kind... it's like i'm dehydrated by the stress and pressure of work piling....but the only one thing that keep me from breaking down is my family, Thank you mom, dad, & little bros.. i am so bless to have such a wonderful family.. for now they are my motivations.. just have to keep myself motivated no matter what right??.. okay then off to the pilings of work (T_T) (sigh~~ )

I miss ♥♥♥

Time passes so quickly.. I have't blog anything up til now. i miss my days where i can write on my little book while staring at the blank sky.. i miss how i can close my eyes and worry nothing but to wait for any house chores.. i miss spending the evening talking and gossipping with my mum on the house porch.. i even miss arguing with her hehe.. ^____^  and I miss all of my TEDDIES at home~~~ they're the only one who i can tell any of my secrest too... :) i hope they still stay fluffy and cuddly as always, i miss hugging them~~~ even though I can't rewind those precious times, I thank God because everyday He gives me new precious memories.. :) i admit i changed a lot, but I'm still me.. I'm still my fathers daughter, I still love baking cakes, still love dancing, and I LOVE food more hehe.. :) plus i have a new hobby -whistling- heehee I whistle a lot here in my dorm.. yesss I'm the one making all the annyoing sound my dorm friends.. muahaaahaaa~~ sory if it's bothering you always.. I can't help it, since i love singing and I can't sing  cause i'll make more annoying noise so I whistle instead hahaa.. :) 

It was just like last week i was in my early freshmen year, now.. tomorrow is my last exam paper for negotiation skill subject, then after that i'm FREE ( summer break, even though here summer is all year around, but we can say it's our summer break ) for 2 months before becoming a sophomore student.. :)

REAL thing is that it's tough learning engineering courses..but i manage to survive, I 'm still breathing and thinking straight~~ Thank God.. :) 

An Amazing Achievement.. :)

  In my Heart I scream joyously. In my Heart I feel the rush of excitement. At that moment, I can hear only my Heart, I see only my past. I feel the sense of satisfaction. In my Heart I feel the warm Love. I am overwhelmed. I am so Humbly Grateful for what I have been given. The Happy thoughts flashes through my mind like a rolling Film.  Breakthrough of once an unheard existence. (^_____^) what a wonderful life God has given me now.. All Praises To our Savior King.. =)

Naruto :)

once again i'm caught in my anime craze :) i've spend my semester break watching this anime Naruto heehee.. :) but as for me its woth it..:)

( NARUTO )

one thing for sure i learn something useful from that is to never give up.. even when you feel like there is no hope left..:) you cannot achieve something great if you don't put effort into it plus practice and training is important for self improvement and in building self confidence.. :) 

great anime that you will learn a lot of things.. definitely recommended.. :) 

my life now .. =)

=) Home Sweet Home at Last.. \(^o^)/ .. my semester break is on and the exams are over.. :) i did my very best   in each paper, and with  His Wisdom and strength that He gave me i went through it with no regrets.. :) THANK YOU GOD for everything i am.. :) i am not the best student or the smart one or any other person that people want me to be. But I AM WHO I AM and i'm grateful and thankful for i was custom made, uniquely just one me.. :) I'm so happy to be me.. :)

My first semester as a freshman student is over.. :) can't wait for the second semester. i know it's going to be hectic than my first semester, no time to take my full beauty sleep  (hehe), eating + running to next class.. :) life will be more interesting, got more taste to what college life is about.. :) cause now i'm not in transition mode anymore.. i'm in my college life. CHEERS for COLLEGE LIFE.. :)

I have become best friends with 5 of my course mates.. =D and they sure are the herbs and spices of my everyday life.. :) to me they are Peppermint, Cinnamon, Chili pepper, Saffron and Thyme... =) Each with different taste, smell and character.. every single one of them is special and i'm Happy to have them in my life.. :)

My room is on the fourth floor with no elevator and with hundreds of stairs, on top of that its on the highest hill again with only stairs... but at least it's very big and had a lot of space for all of my things.. :)  plus it has a great view of the city and from the balcony the view is breathtaking as i can see the Highest mountain on southeast Asia, Mt. Kinabalu.. soo lucky indeed :) and one of the advantage for me is that i can get a lot of exercise and could lose some extra weight.. heehee.. =D My room mates are very Good people.. :) they help me a lot in adapting to this new life.. :) we share many stories and experience, tears and laughter also.. :)  i've learned a lot from the people around me.. :) i've seen their stories, i've felt their feelings, i've taste the sweet and bitter side of life.. and i know that my life that i've live up to now is More to come... and i'm learning and preparing to FACE whats ahead of me..

I've realised ONE Important Thing in my life that is my FAITH.... i believe not with what i see, not with what i feel, but by faith I BELIEVE in YOU ALONE.. i'm learning to give up my life everyday to MY GOD.. so i may live fully for Him and for me in Him...your life now is your one and only chance to live your calling that God had put in your heart..  i learn to believe in my heart for GOD is alive in me... :) i am so ever grateful for you my saviour.. \(^-^)/

i'm enjoying my holiday, even if its full of house chores + reading + baking + movies & dramas + living.. :) i'm still HAPPY and excited.. =)